Go,let me be.
Let me drown myself in misery.
When I rot, after my death,
I'll haunt you till your deathbed.
Sunday, October 18, 2009
My poem to Shin Yin
Shin Yin so kacang lupakan kulit.
I curse her no get married.
Cheesecake also don't want make.
All for good friend Clement the Great
I curse her no get married.
Cheesecake also don't want make.
All for good friend Clement the Great
Monday, October 12, 2009
Assignment results
I fear that this may be one of the WORSE results i'll ever get in my life. I barely pass psychology assignment (which is worth 50% of the total grades),i handed up 1 assignment late for Self And Other because i mistook the date (30% total) and i failed Myth,Art and Empire (50% total).
To put it simple, if I don't get slightly higher than pass for all 3 of this subjects in the upcoming exams,i fail. And that means repeat, or i might consider changing course since ARTS IS FREAKING HELL!!! Once again I repeat, I miss science ='( But i know i shouldnt look back into the past...sigh...I can only hope now that I'll be able to buckle up myself and face the future with all i've got, and hopefully i'll pass the subject >.<
Btw, the only assignment that made me happy is econs= =" the only one so far with full marks
To put it simple, if I don't get slightly higher than pass for all 3 of this subjects in the upcoming exams,i fail. And that means repeat, or i might consider changing course since ARTS IS FREAKING HELL!!! Once again I repeat, I miss science ='( But i know i shouldnt look back into the past...sigh...I can only hope now that I'll be able to buckle up myself and face the future with all i've got, and hopefully i'll pass the subject >.<
Btw, the only assignment that made me happy is econs= =" the only one so far with full marks
Thursday, October 8, 2009
a "repaired" day and a smile
Yesterday, 7th October 3.15pm...
I was waiting inside the theater hall for my next class
WHEN
I checked my Self and Other guide book and saw...
HELL!!!
OMFGMFSOBWTF?????
#@$#@%#$^#@%@$^&^%&$#^#$&%^&
I had an assignment due in like 45 min and guess what....
I totally mistaken the date for NEXT WEEK!
Not to mention that I havent touch the damn assignment AT ALL!!!
btw, the assignment weighs 30%.
Went back home,study till late night,wan cry,wan suicide,wan transfer back to msia,
etc etc etc
Prayed hard that everything will be alright no matter what the outcome is
Next day, took the bus and train to uni. On the train, i met this old lady. I accidentally touch her shoe and apologize immediately. She gave a small nod, and a sweet smile.
Something about that smile made my day. I was feeling shit and her smile made me feel peace. Somehow, it feels like I'll have a blessed day today, though I don't know what's going to happen.
Met up with my tutor at 4.15pm and he told me my essay about female circumcision is probably wrong. The question i chose is just too darn difficult and sensitive and most people avoided that question. PLUS, i misinterpreted the question.
Somehow, I did not feel angry,depress or OMFGMFSOBWTF.lol...
Why?
He told me that I could probably do a question about the Holocaust - which is a hell lot easier. After explaining the question to me, i found out that i'm actually sorta prepared for the question without even realizing it myself (who ask the question to be so darn hard to interpret= =")
I've been reading books about the Holocaust, movies, websites, mini stories since like...4 weeks ago? So technically, i just need some refinement unto my points for the essay, and i'm done. My only sacrifice for the essay submission is 6% in exchange for me handing it up on Monday.
It is a fairly good trade actually, thinking back of the fact that I've wronged the due date myself
= ="
So...it looks like things will turn up well and fine after all (aside from the sacrifice).
I somehow feel that God has actually given me a second chance after me screwing up the due date.
Time for the essay,lolz...
I was waiting inside the theater hall for my next class
WHEN
I checked my Self and Other guide book and saw...
HELL!!!
OMFGMFSOBWTF?????
#@$#@%#$^#@%@$^&^%&$#^#$&%^&
I had an assignment due in like 45 min and guess what....
I totally mistaken the date for NEXT WEEK!
Not to mention that I havent touch the damn assignment AT ALL!!!
btw, the assignment weighs 30%.
Went back home,study till late night,wan cry,wan suicide,wan transfer back to msia,
etc etc etc
Prayed hard that everything will be alright no matter what the outcome is
Next day, took the bus and train to uni. On the train, i met this old lady. I accidentally touch her shoe and apologize immediately. She gave a small nod, and a sweet smile.
Something about that smile made my day. I was feeling shit and her smile made me feel peace. Somehow, it feels like I'll have a blessed day today, though I don't know what's going to happen.
Met up with my tutor at 4.15pm and he told me my essay about female circumcision is probably wrong. The question i chose is just too darn difficult and sensitive and most people avoided that question. PLUS, i misinterpreted the question.
Somehow, I did not feel angry,depress or OMFGMFSOBWTF.lol...
Why?
He told me that I could probably do a question about the Holocaust - which is a hell lot easier. After explaining the question to me, i found out that i'm actually sorta prepared for the question without even realizing it myself (who ask the question to be so darn hard to interpret= =")
I've been reading books about the Holocaust, movies, websites, mini stories since like...4 weeks ago? So technically, i just need some refinement unto my points for the essay, and i'm done. My only sacrifice for the essay submission is 6% in exchange for me handing it up on Monday.
It is a fairly good trade actually, thinking back of the fact that I've wronged the due date myself
= ="
So...it looks like things will turn up well and fine after all (aside from the sacrifice).
I somehow feel that God has actually given me a second chance after me screwing up the due date.
Time for the essay,lolz...
Sunday, October 4, 2009
GTO - My greatest influence to want to be a teacher
I won't be manipulated by lies and empty words
I'll never turn away from what is in my heart
Even in this world where we can never say what's in our hearts
I will never hide my dreams and I'll live my own life
Even in this world where we can never really live our slightest dreams
I will keep on going, I will keep on doing my thing
Yeah, I want to stand beside you and I want to live free
And together we will never be afraid again
Even in this world where we can never say what's in our hearts
I will never hide my dreams and I'll live my own life
But sometimes a man's got to turn around and face his fears
And sometimes a man's got to take a stand and fight
Yeah,sometimes a man's got to take a stand and fight
Don't get carried away
You're great
I'll never turn away from what is in my heart
Even in this world where we can never say what's in our hearts
I will never hide my dreams and I'll live my own life
Even in this world where we can never really live our slightest dreams
I will keep on going, I will keep on doing my thing
Yeah, I want to stand beside you and I want to live free
And together we will never be afraid again
Even in this world where we can never say what's in our hearts
I will never hide my dreams and I'll live my own life
But sometimes a man's got to turn around and face his fears
And sometimes a man's got to take a stand and fight
Yeah,sometimes a man's got to take a stand and fight
Don't get carried away
You're great
~Takashi Sorimachi~
Friday, October 2, 2009
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
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